Also, I know I've been absent all last week. Christmas is usually very exhausting for me. My family and I tend to drink a lot. My twin cousin Brandon and I love each other deeply, but always manage to get into a huge arguement fueled by intoxication every single year (this year he threw shrimp across my room at me with cocktail sauce on it after he refused to share and I snatched the shrimp out of the ring, somehow I'm the asshole for getting up to get the shrimp I dodged and squishing it on his forehead while I had cocktail sauce on my shirt and even my armpit). And I always have to be very conscious of how much I have been drinking and for how many days. I love all of you deeply, but at least I know you guys understand without explaination when I need some space to myself. I'm not in any trouble or depression, just recovering from being around so much of my family for so long (more than 3 days is very tiring). I'll be back in a day or two responding to comments and upvoting.
For so many years, and for my worst years, you guys have always been the best. So loving, so supportive, so helpful always. I just feel bad I've been MIA for almost a week and not telling you guys I'm okay, merry Christmas, and I love all of you always.