I will remember you you made me furious, and I KNOW I don't get so angry that I block it out over something that wasn't worth me making sure I stay away from you. Don't avoid your hurt, but don't drink poison to hurt someone else (aka don't do something you'd have to pay consequences for when someone else started it). The older I get, the less I want revenge, and I'm very content with just knowing I don't hurt people the way some people hurt me, and people won't think of me and be like "That little piece of shit. No cry if she die." I don't know wtf is wrong with some people but I cannot stress my mind and body out being angry at people I will never understand, nor care to understand.
I put so much into being supportive and positive to people in the hopes of getting it back in whatever way in life. And it is that exact type of person to get beyond angry because usually something big made them that way, and even that is frustrating because sometimes I can't believe I have to be so tenaciously more subdued than someone I KNOW needs to be embarrassed or would stop if I did that. But I feel like more than anything, I would be embarrassed if I regressed to anything I've fought to grow from and that a lot of you have helped me with.